Patiently waiting

Went for the job interview yesterday, still waiting for them to call me...My cellphone services been hassling me to pay them! Are the walls caving in? I think not, positivity is the key. Still broke as hell, got to think quick!

1] Need R2k to fix Laptop (which doesn't belong to me)
2] Need R170 for my cellphone bill
3] Need R500 for my studies

Update..

The hustle isn't going to great, tried my hand at a little gamble didn't pay off, now i'm back to zero. But I still have my optimism! Applied for quite a few jobs and I have an interview coming up! Hope it goes well, we all have to start somewhere and i guess I have to hustle from the bottom up. Finished my exams, so will post those results soon.

Focused. I'm a hustler. And my hustle is trying to figure out the best ways to do what I like without having to do much else.

More Bi-Polar,more exams!

Wrote another exam busy studying for the next, i'm running on my reserve tank! Girlfriend still angry with me..so here's what I found out about Bi-polar...MAYBE this is whats been holding me back from life??

During a manic phase, symptoms include:
• heightened sense of self-importance
• exaggerated positive outlook
• significantly decreased need for sleep
• poor appetite and weight loss
• racing speech, flight of ideas, impulsiveness
• ideas that move quickly from one subject to the next
• poor concentration, easy distractibility
• increased activity level
• excessive involvement in pleasurable activities
• poor financial choices, rash spending sprees
• excessive irritability, aggressive behavior

During a depressed phase, symptoms include:
• feelings of sadness or hopelessness
• loss of interest in pleasurable or usual activities
• difficulty sleeping; early-morning awakening
• loss of energy and constant lethargy
• sense of guilt or low self-esteem
• difficulty concentrating
• negative thoughts about the future
• weight gain or weight loss

Can't get no sleep!

Went to bed late, woke up early...felt like my exam went very well! My lady wants to end things with me, she doesn't like my sleeping patterns and moods swings...she and I thinks i'm bi-polar, which is a mood disorder sometimes called manic-depressive illness or manic-depression that characteristically involves cycles of depression and elation or mania. Sometimes the mood switches from high to low and back again are dramatic and rapid, but more often they are gradual and slow, and intervals of normal mood may occur between the high (manic) and low (depressive) phases of the condition. The symptoms of both the depressive and manic cycles may be severe and often lead to impaired functioning. well the hustle starts Tuesday. Grind time!

Chillin'

Relaxing day today, went for coffee with my lady. Going over work for my exam on Monday 22 March@10am. Played 30 seconds my team WON...lol.the real grind starts on tuesday as monday is a public holiday.

Hustle-Coming up

My hustler's ambition:
This is my first blog entry so i'm going to keep it short. Im a Cape Town, South African born 24 year old. I have NO MONEY, and am busy completing a diploma in marketing. Im currently in my second year. Im in a 2 year relationship.
Thats just basically me....

My ambition is to be stinking filthy rich. Im going to constantly be on the grind, the ultimate grid until the 1 January 2012.

My goals are: [1] To have 100,000 in my bank account by the end of the year, and be debt free.
[2] Pass all my Marketing subjects.
[3] Move out the house into my own place.
[4] Work out and build, stamina and hard, ripped muscles.
[5] Put money into a policy.